The Tipping Point

"I wanna shout my lungs out, for the moment."

2010-10-06T17:40:00.002+08:00

Antibiotic is bringing me down to the yard baybeh. It can sort of lead someone to a havoc depression if one consume too much of it. My mind can't stop thinking of something irrelevant, sometimes even something that are ridiculous. I feel dizzy at times yet my mind could be so creative and active to the extent that my emotions turned into a roller coaster ride. Antibiotic = Vulnerable. Enlighten me!

**s is being a pain in the ass man i need my scores to be sent over to the universities asap! It sort of freak me a lil when i heard other people had gotten their reply.

Tests are coming soon. I have totally no idea what is going on in biology class no more. All i need now is just a freaking text book that helps!

So where is it?

My calculator has a sticker that says "I love pigs"

2010-09-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

*accelerating @ 160km per hour on the expressway*
*step on the clutch, shift from gear 5 to reverse*
sometimes, life is that crazy.
I saw a freakish car accident just now and i still couldn't get the image off my mind.

2 more applications left and i'm done.
Bring it on, I'll open up my mind this time because the more i force things, the more it won't come to me.

"After going through the test from the past and parcels, I believe your relationship had became stronger as both of you learn how to appreciate this relationship that does not come easily."
Each relationship does not come easily. Please appreciate it by learning how to give and take mutually.

Thank you <3

ckjodfdso means hello.

2010-09-09T11:30:00.004+08:00

Glance through the application check list and found out that something was missing. All of the documents can't be sent now due to just 1 blardy miserable document that is needed to be certified and holidays will be going on until next monday screw it!

The more we think about it, the more it will happen; the more we resist it, the more it will happen; the more we desire about something, the less the chance you will get to fulfill it. See the relations? Because when we think, we interpret our thoughts and we react accordingly without noticing. Life is always great.

Off to Tahiland in a few hours.
Kokbang for souvenirs anyone :)?

Let your imagination go wild baybeh!

2010-09-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

*Pretty much inspired by someone* =P

"Remain silent doesn't reflect me as an empty person."

2010-08-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes, acting dumb is one of the best solutions in life. You need not to become the loudest person in the room to reflect your point of view/ BS thoughts but rather remain silent to observe the situation. You do not need to show all of your bullshitting-but-kinda-make-sense strength to solve em'. After all, the truth might be revealed sooner or later. Then, you will see that, problems don't actually exist. It is your mind that has the problem to digest what came to your mind."

-Joe, December 2008-

A pretty inspiring one. Mind development baybeh.

I'm gonna touch the sky.

2010-08-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hooooya. September is coming baybeh.
I need something to refresh my mind!
2 out of 4 of the apps are almost completed. I feel sick of em already neeouuuwwwwwwww.
I feel different. In a good way though.

I'll stand by you

2010-08-20T20:45:00.003+08:00

There's nothing to be embarrassed about because everyone make mistakes. The most important thing out of it is that you learn to stand up again, and not repeating it anymore in the future.
If u're reading this, u've gotten all my back and nothing is gonna change that. After all, it will always be that way :)

A book that tells the only meaning.

2010-08-19T16:46:00.003+08:00

Please cheer up :)

2010-08-18T17:55:00.001+08:00

The heart of life.

2010-08-18T10:26:00.002+08:00

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But i know the heart of life is good.

` I don't blame the situation because i know i will be waiting for u to be back..'

The completion of...!

2010-08-11T23:54:00.001+08:00

Yes i am contended with the context!

Can't wait for u to be back :)

The launching of Project MCKY!

2010-08-08T02:31:00.003+08:00

It's 0232 and i'm currently watching my AGM speech.
Still, i love to play with my eyebrow when delivering speech. The last part of the speech was pretty `daring' indeed haha. *wink wink*
Thanks Doro. Good luck in Boston!

I wish i'm on the plane right now, right beside u.

Can't fight this feeling - Glee Cast.

2010-08-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

Would you still willing to share every bits of your problems that u face in life with me like u used to? I might seems to be a bit insincere in responding at times but deep inside, I always cared.. I will always want to be the one who always never failed to be your listener, the person that motivates you and at least, your pillar of strength..

Ola! Test is over but somehow im not lookin towards holiday.
Someone is leaving to Aussie and i'll definitely miss that person like crazy for a week! :(
No worries, the `14 or more ppl' won't exist during the absence of u for 7 days simply because u're the only and only one among the `70,000 aliens' :)
I wanna kayak, chill at the beach side, good companion during the holiday, eat eat and eat.
`Hello beachhhh! i'm coming to u! But at first, would u let me know your name, sexy?'
`Ok honey, i'm giving u a chance to guess. my name is either Bali, Phuket or Redang?'
Ok sorry, pretty much hyper here.

After many attempts, I feel really very comfortable to open up to u. I'm glad, really. Somehow, i feel that things have been inverted..
I'm alr letting u in completely, will u?

Sleeping too late is like giving yourself a mind f*ck.

2010-08-03T02:16:00.004+08:00

1. So what can u do if u're widely awake at 0220am when u had more than enough sleep from 10pm???? I feel freaking fresh now compared to how i felt yesterday which i had merely only 3 hours of sleep. The aftermath feeling sucks to the milky way man. Sleeping too late seriously sucks. It'll screws up ur routine and ur mind.

2. Wrel test was pretty fine and hopefully history 106 will be better. Damn summer is over! Almost everyone is leaving soon but at least at least at least, the most important person is still here, and hopefully that person will always... dot dot dot *censored*not for u paparazis to know! :]

3. 2 weeks of holiday is coming soon. So far one of the plans had blown off and i'm `reviving' the Phuket/Bali trip. Who wanna join???? Preferably from the 9th till the 14th of August baybeh. Budget less than 2k i'm serious here.

4. Many exciting things are coming. Live on! I mean, it will only come few years later.

5. I'm really holding the sand too tight nowadays. I'll try to loosen up to see how much sand will actually left and stay in my hand then i'll really know... :] Simply because when u're loving someone too much, people tend to be very sensitive towards little issues/ totally irrelevant events. Love is after all... like a bird. U really gotto set it free and it'll only be yours when it comes back to you.. It's not easy after all.

6. Crap it's 0306am now. I'm feeling a bit hungry now. Just saw pky's fb status about instant noddle and i feel like eating the korean noodles now. Ok forget bout it, cos i ain't gonna cook at this hour.

7. I noticed a lil weird changes in myself nowadays as im pretty afraid of certain things. uncontrollable feelings/thoughts = leads to unconscious behavior?? I know it WAS a `cycle' that i've gone through years back.. I know this time is definitely better and something that i needed but i need a lot of comforting and at least a lil assurance that won't disappoint me at this very moment.... My heart is screaming yet i can't help it. Who can and who will actually really care to listen to it when no one really cares to understand me for the situations that i'm facing now..?

8. Ok, sis said i'm fat. Ling hitted on my fats and she said i'm fat too. Conclusion? I'm still very slim and (caution, if u don't wanna puke, leave this page now because i'm gonna write something which u cannot accept here)... SEXAY! *runs*

9. I miss you `ling'. I bet u're pigging like a raccoon now with all sorts of cute dreams heh.

10. It's 0330am and i'm signing off :]..

If i know what love is, It is because of you, Nky.

2010-07-31T18:20:00.004+08:00

I always believe that there are no impossibilities when in love. Love is not finding someone perfect but it's rather finding a person and trying your best to love them perfectly. Never wonder what you mean to me because there's never been any doubt. You're the sunshine of my world and you're the every beat of my heart. Look, we were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk but why only one heart? It is simply because the other one was meant to give someone else; for us to find. And I've found you, Ng Kar Yan. =)

The Great Gatsby

2010-07-17T02:50:00.004+08:00

It's 3am in the morning and i'm just gonna crap out everything here while editing my wrel slides!

" How to maintain an old historical building"
Everything in life looks pretty when it was just build. Let's take a historical building as an example. Some of them looked really pretty when they were build but challenges came when the worst weather in 4 seasons started to strike it, or people trying to vandalize it. The paint on the wall started to fade, the roof might leak, the door gotto be fixed after a certain period of time and everything possible that you could imagine. So, what do u do with em'? Leave it aside as if ntg happened, or you start to re-engineer your plans to maintain it? The building will be destroy after a period of time if u choose the latter. Or, you'll choose to be the one who will never failed to fix the parts of the building if anything bad happened?

After all, the choice is in your hand but bear in mind that it is a historical building man. It is not easy to come out with such brilliant design which is brilliantly structured and engineered. It somewhat will take a very long time for it to come, years by years, or even worst, never come into your life. "Cherish the life you have. Love the life you live." Things always never come easily in life and sometimes we just could not ask for too much because the things that u're having now might not be the best for you or the one that you favor ultimately but there's always one reason why god give you such things. All i believe about it is, it's whether you learn to cherish it, appreciate it and sincerely accept it. If you don't learn those that were mentioned above, u'll never be grateful even tho the best things were already given to you in life until the day you die.
*Ok switch topic it's 0308am*

(DELTA)
But when I need you
You're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

(DELTA)
And when I hold you you're almost here

(BRIAN)
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

(BOTH)
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
(BRIAN)
'cause I know I'm almost here
(BOTH)
Only almost here

Oh, i was actually listening to Almost here by Brian Mcfadden and Delta Goodrem.
Good night world :)

A whole new world.

2010-07-11T16:49:00.005+08:00

What do u do when ur phone got barred?

You just had to bring one of your house phones out!

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I came to realize that i always expressed myself inappropriately. Sometimes the tone and the way how i responded to things were just ridiculous even during the times when i don't mean it at all. It's pretty hurtful and i just gotto learn to improve it. I do find it difficult to voice out nicely when it's necessary to do so because i might not know how to react situations at times. I really care about this a lot and i really love thee just that...
Haha crap. I can be pretty shy at times! :]
Time for improvement for sure.

2010-07-08T02:36:00.000+08:00

我知道那些无谓的猜测是并不含恶意的...可是同时你有顾及我的感受吗...?

When ignorance is bliss, sometimes.

2010-06-28T16:54:00.004+08:00

The more i fight, the more i deceive,
the more i care, the more disappointment strikes.
At times, i just feel like shutting down the world ; Even better because no one actually cares.
Maybe there are, i don't know.
But i don't really feel that it's enough.

~~

On the other note, Ying Zhen is back :]

Do you know how much i love you?

2010-06-26T03:05:00.002+08:00

Perhaps u do, perhaps u don't.
Bad side always outshine the good side.
This is the power of the dark side.
Somehow, do u even know how much and how sincere my love towards you..?

1H4W...

2010-06-22T12:08:00.003+08:00

Who would sell their soul for love?
Or waste one tear on compromise
Should be easy enough
To know a heartache in disguise
But the heart rules the mind
And the going gets rough
Pride takes the fall
When you find that kind of love
I can't help feeling like a fool
Since I lost that place inside
Where my heart knew its way
And my soul was ever wise
Once innocence was lost
There was not faith enough
Still my heart held on
When it found that kind of love

Though beauty is rare enough
Still we trust
Somehow we'll find it there
With no guarantee
It seems to me
At least it should be fair
If it's only tears and pain
Isn't it still worth the cost
Like some sweet saving grace
Or a river we must cross
If we don't understand
What this life is made of
We learn the truth
When we find that kind of love
Cause when innocence is lost
There is not faith enough
We learn the truth
When we find that kind of love

`When a total unrelated thought that leads to a turmoil.'

2010-06-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

Life can be so exciting when all the shits fallen into place @ the same time.
Issues issues n issues. Somehow almost all were solved.
Some ppl can just be like James.W.W Birch, deals n shits. done.
Some family matters can be just so cute. done.
While some question can be pretty scary. I admit that i'm superbly cold hearted n i might be the most horrible person in the universe but somehow, i do have feelings too.
Such question struck me out of the blue n i was very afraid of it u see. I'm really afraid..

`Birds of a feather flock together.'

2010-06-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

A pretty cool chemistry related topic! Credits to Yb. Peace out.

The gazillion thoughts of `what if one day this that yada etc' are only there to serve as a guideline to remind you not to proceed to the mistake that you might commit at the end of the day. Somehow, it can be the best excuse ever if you really commit to the mistake. All you need to do is to say `I've already told you before this! See what happens now!' How unfair life can be.

`What if' is after all a sign of insecurity and the lack of confidence towards a certain issue.

Try to think back. When certain thoughts has successfully dominated your emotions, shit starts to happen. When u're lucky enough to solve the problems, u'll think back and regard those thoughts are just plain fuck. It could be something like `damn, why do i even have such thoughts when it serves nothing at all. It kills my mind 24/7 i can't eat well sleep well etc etc. Man, I must be thinking too much.' I believe all of you have experienced that before.

It is very normal to have all sorts of weird thoughts but please don't let them control your mind! The worst thing out of the thoughts of `what if' is, it might certainly lead you to commit to a mistake that might be one of the biggest regrets in your life. Why? Because thoughts lead to actions. Just always remember that u're forever the master of your mind, not vice versa.

You do the best, and god will do the rest.
Amen.

Will the day... even come?

2010-06-15T01:05:00.003+08:00

Another month will be over soon. How interesting can life be.
Time will never be enough.
Things in life are pretty cool now despite the fact that i need to reconstruct certain things.
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If there's one person that Manchester United should sign in this summer,
That person has to be definitely non other than Bastian Schweinsteiger!
Fergie, pls get your ass to work and get him!

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2010-05-30T03:34:00.002+08:00

Im currently suffering from this crazy insomnia.
It's 0340 yet million of things are running in my mind now.
Tell me how am i gonna wake up at 0640 later!

This is for you, my one and only Kaien :)

2010-05-29T01:50:00.001+08:00

It's Summer..

2010-05-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

I feel like saying something. But i have ntg to say, at all.

Ok im lovin' the subjects that i am currently taking. Pretty much more interesting than the previous semester i can say! This might be my very last semester here and i seriously pray that i'll receive good news from the other parties really soon! Fingers crossed!!!

Oh, this semester is goddamnnn chillin' but i hate the fact that i do not have class on every tues n thurs. It made me pretty lifeless SOS SOS! I need to pick up the habit of playing sports again. I have this sudden feeling to pick up golf again cos im getting suckier day by day SOS! Tennis class? Nah.

I can seriously eat like nobody's business nowadays. I just got back from the drinkin session with Nabil & CS n im already feeling hungry, again! Im missin the restaurant that KY brought me. Shall we soon?

YZ is coming back from Aussie very goddamn soon hallelujah holy mama crocodile yes! Gd food, stay over, introducing introducing, bar chit chatting session, crazy golfing moment, crazy teasing moment, crazy monkey stunts, crazy food travel session and crazy whole load of stories to be shared among each other. That time shall be very interesting.. Looking forward to it!

Im almost done with my I.Portfolio n hopefully it'll grant me a gd return. I'll then be able to expand and expand and expand n plan Alpha will be achieved real soon! Hmmm i smell it n life is good!

Ok time for bed.

Shanghai, I Love You.

2010-05-15T22:22:00.011+08:00

Here is a lil' share of thoughts.

I just came back from one of the best trips of my life few days back. I could literally feel that i have transformed to an entirely new person yay. I feel good everyday, and i couldn't wait for more challenges to come in life. Thus, life is so far, fucking good.

I was grateful that i've learned new things throughout the whole entire trip. 4 of us were pretty lucky on the first day itself as we nearly hit the end of our life. No, i ain't exaggerating here. I would not tell the whole world what actually happened but that incident was still clearly replaying in my mind. I could even, imagine the consequences if we actually `successfully' fall into the trap that was settled up by that son of a mum. The screaming, the yelling...
Oh well, we are all safe now. I feel very fortunate, and grateful. Sometimes, instinct do works.

Passerbys in life could be equally interesting. We were rather lucky to know a guy from mainland named Vance. He is a pretty cool and open guy. He just literally, made me realized something new too.

The breathtaking China pavilion view at night.
What do u see in this picture? Just a normal building? A building that was made by woods? The dim light effect on the colored wood? The reflection of the dim light that transcend the window panel and reflects a breathtaking effect on the wood? A masterpiece from some bunch of cool architects? Sometimes, we humans do differ our thoughts based on what we observed, how we feel etc.

Thx to KY,Doro and No. 5 for making this trip a truly memorable one. I'll never forget the 8 days that i've spent with u guys. If Supercamp M'sia gave me the best 10 days experience that i ever had in my life, then the Shanghai 2010 trip had truly marked an unforgettable 8 days 6 nights footprint in my heart and soul. I would never ever, expect that we will come to this far.

Last but not least, this trip will never give me the best feeling without this person. I truly cherish every moment that both of us have spent together. I believe that more will come in the future and i hope we will mark our footprints and memories in every places possible. The moment and feelings where we actually talked, joked and teased each other non-stop like a chipmunk from the moment we depart from M'sia to Shanghai was truly unforgettable and probably cannot be replaced. The time that both of us have spent together during the 8 days 6 nights, the moment where both of us laughed so hard when i actually impressed the 2 innocent China girls with my ability to speak in `Tamil', The moment where i serenade to u with my A-minor voice etc etc. I couldn't list every moment down because it will flood this page haha. Truthfully, I am grateful and contended enough.

KY, I love you more than words can say :)

When the things that u see with your naked eyes are not the truth.

2010-05-04T01:01:00.005+08:00

Scene 1.
In the speed boat...
Uncle P: Hey baby come here let's take a picture!
Auntie L: Ok coming coming!

*walked to uncle P, trying to balance herself on the speed boat, sat on Uncle P's lap and ready to take a picture and... *
* her hat flew away!'*

Auntie L: Nooooo!
Uncle P: Luckily it's only ur hat man. not ur wig that flew away!
* everyone laughed like hell on the boat.*
ROFL!

Ok there are more but not telling everything here!

Fantastic part of the Trip:

Fantastic seafood! (when i say fantastic, it is seriously fantastic!), Relaxing mood throughout the trip, fun adults to hang out with, received great advises, fantastic itinerary, fantastic view of the beach, fantastic life, fantastic wine session, fantastic master that i have, One of the most unexpected fantastic D Bank's MD that i've ever met, fantastic speed boat competition, fantastic sipidan Island, Fantastic moment of missing my darling throughout the trip, fantastic voice from the liew and poh, etc etc u name them! Oh, did i mentioned about the horrible/fantastic drunkard dance of Uncle B? Haha!

Life is good! I am looking forward to the upcoming Shanghai Trip.

`Onwards, you must fight for yourself. Your future,your studies,your family, your health and, your love.'

2010-04-24T10:20:00.004+08:00

` It is not only about how we make the right decision. We also have to know how to make the right decision right as well.'

Situations were pretty bumpy for me past few weeks but somehow i managed to get over em'. I had unconsciously created tonnes of problems for myself that is more than enough to kill my mind. Well every problem have its cycle and it is coming to an end. Ima back to the right track again. It made me realized that god will not give a man what he cannot handle because god always love all of us.

As one of the belated gifts, my dad gave me the most fatherly-love advices in the entire 19 years. It was definitely one of the best birthday gifts in my life. That was also probably the first time i choose to open up my probs to him instead of the ladies in the family. To be honest, i felt really touched and ntg could describe my gratitude for that moment.

No one is gonna scribble on my paper and poke me in the class anymore next sem :(
I can't wait for the Shanghai trip no more!
I love you Ng Kar Yan :)

` The congratulation e-mail, the Roman-red package from DHL, the places, the smell, the people, the feeling, everything.'

Would someone stop this train?

2010-04-19T15:14:00.003+08:00

Time is moving too fast. The flow is getting crazier.
Somehow the future is always and will only be in your hand.
It depends on how u weight things well.

Stop the time. stop the time?
not a good solution tho.
Cos i simply have a better solution.

` Road less travelled: A New Psychology of Love, Traditional Values and Spiritual Growth.' A book with unexpected facts.

2010-04-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

Looking back, it was only December and now? It is already the end of April. It seems to be too fast for one to handle. Time is running out, after all we will never ever be able to either stop nor defeat time. Time is somehow unique. It help us grow up and learn everyday.

`I am the captain of my own ship. I'll conquer every obstacles that comes to me.'
Human beings can be just so funny sometimes. They will only realize that how much that person meant to them after they had gone. The things that Chia Sing told me on Saturday was seriously something new that i've ever heard. So hard to believe yet it is so true.

Everyone is afraid to lose their loved ones. Who doesn't?

Lack of sleep kills. Like seriously.

2010-04-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

Lack of sleep --> U don't feel fresh n gd next mornin --> ur mood will be affected for no reason -->u feel like that's the end of the world --> u don't give in when u deal with ur work --> work don't turn up well ---> it affects ur overall behavior --> u don't feel the satisfaction.

And the process goes on. Therefore, don't sleep too late everyday!
It's 1835 and im heading for a good nap!
My biological clock must be loving me.

Sweet disposition.

2010-04-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

The craziest week of the semester is here!
and i don't know how am i gonna handle em' well...

Self-contradicting at its best.

2010-04-08T17:53:00.004+08:00

`Nothin is smooth sailing in life. Just be cool and everything will be fine.' Aunty Lily once said to me and i will never ever forget that.

People always have high expectations on me and i just simply don't know why. I know it is a good thing but to be honest i do get vulnerable when the things i do certainly do not meet up to their expectations. It seems that i was born to live up to people's expectations and it is a never ending ones. I was taught that there is no need to live up to people's expectations all the time and i carry the values with me in life. Yet at times, i doubt myself.

Potato leg is back from London and i'm seeing him tmr! Khek Mong ditched me for Melbourne wtf!

Have u ever love someone so much until..

`I'm a fan of Justin Bieber!' Continue dreaming until it happens!

2010-04-07T22:41:00.007+08:00

Yes. Kiss and say goodbye to Acct 2 as i've lost freaking lots of marks? brp brp brp. Ima still hoping for the best! Psychology mid term was a bit unexpected tho.
USC USC USC USC USC LA LA LA LA LA IM COMIN' TO YOU IN AUGUST!
Please grant my wish n i shall repay you more than what u could think of! :)

Sometimes, the best might not be the best. It is somehow all about what `suits' you best rather than keep on chasing n haunting for the best things that just doesn't suit you at all.
My father can be so awesome at times.

Chilling night in the pool.

2010-04-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

` Make sure u don't repeat your mistake if u do value something.'

I think i'm already in the holiday mood crap. I can't be like that at such situation when all the important things are coming very soon.

Thanks to the two people who literally smashed my head with tonnes of advices back in Friday. U guys kinda woke me up but just to let u both know that i know who am i, where am i standing and what am i doin. I truly appreciate everything tho :)

Live life to the fullest; When in doubt, look intelligent.

Bold as love.

2010-03-31T15:07:00.007+08:00

It's 11 years ahead to year 2021. Probably one of the youngest P&MD in the country that owns a company that is listed in Bursa Malaysia, having a superbly hectic but interesting life, having a good life as usual and having a good & cool family that consist of a respectable parents, an excellent wife with the adorable and intelligent kids. I can almost see it all now.

I miss having breakfast with someone super badly and i want it now wtfffffff :(:(:(:(:(:(::((:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Nky is pure awesome!

2010-03-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

`Can we just stop time from moving?'

Will be updatin after my informative speech presentation. Stay tuned!

`Then, u'll go further in life.'

2010-03-18T00:55:00.003+08:00

College seems interesting. Somehow i do not belong there.

Man, I had a really good time with my high school friends last tues. Had an enjoyable conversation throughout the night and i loved it. I miss our usual outing session where we will always try out all the good food around the places. They never fail to remind me about who am i suppose to be and they are just pure awesome. I just hate how time had changed everything.

I'm missing someone very badly at this hour. *GP face >< * I demand for breakfast+supper?? :)
Good night world.

101 reasons why i love you =)

2010-03-09T18:18:00.010+08:00

1. Unique

2. Playful

3. Too sexy to be mentioned

4. The imitation GP face

5. Too cute

6. Need to pay you for... u know. Wth why :(?

7. Your sunshine smile ( ahh ok, smileeeeee )

8. Ur naughty grin

9. How u snatch my ticket away but in the end showing me ur unbelievable face when i managed to snatch it back from u rofl!

10. Smells good always. yay

11. Ur beautiful long eyelashes

12. How u try to tickle me but u failed.

13. How u touch my ear

14. how u tickle my knee

15. Ur good mood.

16. Ur teaserssss

17. Very easy to achieve ****** when u drink ****** :D (rofl rofl rofl)

18. Too naughty. I mean, sometimes.

19. Ur crazy moment n how it made me crazy. In a good way haha!

20. Laugh at some superbly lame jokes like the 5-4-3 years old joke. u know. Bzzk

21. Meow

22. Cold in appearance, warm in heart ( unlike the opposite right *wink wink*)

23. beautiful in both ways

24. very, very bzzzzzzk

25. Still...

26. Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzk

27. I like it when u're always happy

28. Too bad life is like riding a bicycle ( ROFL )

29. Just like how i love ( more like someone ) the yellow cabs in NYC weeeee!

30. Too special to describe

31. How?

32. Maybe sometimes u do eat the things that lizard always eat ( the lizard that u've mentioned! )

33. Right? Yay u said yes.

34. how u ****** me :)

35. u n ur tsk tsk tsk

36. cool. sometimes how could u be cooler than i do i dont understand.

37. How u disturbs me ( i personally enjoy it, only sometimes,ok )

38. And how i disturb u until u say u don't wanna talk to me no more :(

39. But, u will still ask me questions on the next minute. Yay.

40. U know, Someone loves u

41. And that someone is the most superbly horrible person ever for you. Damn

42. How u laugh at some random random shits

43. Like...LOL really crazily.

44. I like~!

45. In case u wonder am i running out of things to say

46. Too bad, im not.

47. Since u've only posted till number 50 n play cheat

48. I'm gonna do the same thing

49. IF u post the next 50.

50. Then i'll continue, too :D:D

51. Wait, I miss ur **** ********** ****** =(. Really.
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94. I may not have as much as 101 or 99 true reasons (sincere reasons, not all those funny stuffs that i've mentioned.) why i love u.

95. But i do have a few. Sincerely from my heart

96. But i ain't telling all to u. Some are explainable. Some just can't by using words.

97. Maybe day by day. Slowly. Depends on ur luck =P

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99. U've n will always be in my heart. U know. I wanna tell u that...

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See ya next post =P

The kisses on the rose that will be missed.

2010-03-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

Yay. I'm actually typing something rather normal here now!
Look ,it's already the blardy second week of march! How am i gonna take it as time is moving too fast. 24 hours a day is seriously not enough! Can u imagine where do u stand in life when u are 28 years old?

Someone can just be so special.
A breathtaking genuine smile and good mood from that person is good enough to make my day. :)

Ok i'm having a good night sleep tonight kthxbai.

I walk by faith, not by sight.

2010-03-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase. Just take the step further. - Martin Luther King -

The first ray of sunlight that burst into the atmosphere.

2010-03-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hail god the momentum is back! I would say that things are pretty wonderful now as i am superbly motivated to move my engine again, baybeh! ( Don't think too far! ) I don't see the point of worrying too much about what is going to happen next because it will just ruin everything. U are the owner of yourself. U are what u think. U control your mind, and you will control the environment. U need to keep yourself think positively, in a rational way. Just remember the Yin &Yang concept. There must be a balance between positive energy and negative energy. Truthfully, it was tough as hell to practice it and I find it really hard when i first tried em'. U just gotto keep trying. It works like heaven i swear! This is definitely not an example of living in denial. As said, you are what you think. Happiness is the guideline to everything in life. The more u feel good, the more u will achieve because you are contended for what you have. With that, life will be so much easier, lovely and full of hopes.

I am contended for who i am today.
Well, i am not listing EVERYTHING here as it will looks like the grocery list but at least, i have to mention this. Cliche not?

Just like the sunrise that bring hopes into life. Your existence in my life is such a bliss that i could ever asked for. U made me learned and realized many things through the ups and downs that we have gone through. Even the best vocab will never get to describe how unique you are to me. U made me believe. you made me alive. I love you, NKY.

The rainbow after the rain #2.

2010-02-24T16:09:00.002+08:00

No matter what is happening, I love you.
I'll go through this with u!

Rainbow after the rain.

2010-02-24T13:43:00.002+08:00

Trust, hope, honesty...
Believe.

I'm glad there is you.

2010-02-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

`I believe that i live to love,
I love to live with you beside me,
I'll muddle through with you,
If you'll guide me through.'

`The Road Less Travelled.'

2010-02-21T18:04:00.004+08:00

`Never say never.'

My spiritual guru u motherfucking cunt better come back to Malaysia now i insist!
I don't mind to spare my money to get you an air ticket RIGHT NOW just for your company with me at the bar @ this hour I DONT CARE.
Sadly you aren't here no more. Fuck it.

12 years of best friend and still going strong. YZ, This is for you.

2010-02-15T22:29:00.004+08:00

* This is what will happen when u know a person too long.*
Joking.

They said friends aren't forever but i would like you to know that you are the most awesome friend that i could ever have, and u know that! Betrayal, backstabbing and all the shittiest things in life goes on, what have both of us not gone through? Somehow i felt grateful for all the negative things that happened between us because that was something that contributes to our 12 years of strong bonds. Thank you for being the only one that will always be there for me when i needed someone. I will never forget how people used to be confused about our identity due to our names and looks. You know something? There will be officially no one that will be sleeping over at my place during the holidays! No one will whack me in winning eleven anymore, no one will accompany me for a heavy supper and the list goes on. Shit.

Anyway i ain't typing all the emo shits here anymore because i will definitely be seeing u before i leave! I don't care the day will come!

Thank you for all your advises that u gave before u leave. Too bad good news ain't coming to u THAT soon. If it is all about god's will, perhaps just another few more months? :).. Or maybe i will have to report my bad news to u if it didn't happen! I seriously hope urs will be settled sooner or later too

Good luck and all the best in your future undertaking. The brotherhood will always remain between us!

ILYVMNKY.

2010-02-13T12:54:00.003+08:00

Nabil: *Accidentally scooped the jelly fish from the water*
*Both Meyresh & Nabil screamed*
Meyresh: Move bitch, move!!!!!!!
Nabil: Okay, okay!!!!!!!!

Yes, my favorite brownies had left to ANU. You have certainly been a good friend. Good luck in your future undertaking dude. I will see you when i see you? Don't worry! =)

Just so happened to be that way, again.

2010-02-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

Things happened for a reason. I truly respect that because i know god loves me.

`Your birthday wish shall come true very soon!'

2010-02-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

The final supplements for the Marshall school of business further evaluation shall be reaching LA by this Thursday! I'll pray and believe extra hard that both of us will get accepted together. Then... Wait! aren't we JUST got accepted? Haha!

Well. Fantasizing is always good. It is just the matter of it becoming a reality...or not.
USC Marshall...Do u hear me?

Still, California Dreamin'!

2010-02-07T02:25:00.003+08:00

Double thumbs up to Khek Mong! It was a really good debut of yours against Lee Chong Wei and i'm proud of you! Oh, we need to catch up!!!

Had a really good day with someoneeeee. :))))))
I'll make sure that we will see each other,THERE!

Truly Califonia Dreamin'!

2010-02-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

Ok serious shit. I'm heading to the pool every Tues n Thurs morning before class!

God, at least, I need an answer.

What if...

2010-01-31T02:26:00.002+08:00

February= Month of farewells.

I have finally done with my first ever uni application! There are more to go but gimme a break before i continue! *Pray pray pray to god to the infinite!*

YZ is just amazing. Had a good dinner with him and he is definitely one of the people that i can share everything with. Not forget to mention, the 12 years of strong bonds will definitely remain even if i don't get to see u in this coming 3 years! I might as well just Fedex myself to Aussie during the summer holidays! I really might!
P/S: Thx for the advises. Good news shall be reaching you soon, i really *infinite* hope! =[

Love takes courage. Be courages.

2010-01-23T01:00:00.003+08:00

Have been lacking of sleep nowadays because of the crazy US universities application! Hopefully i'll get admitted to all the unis that i apply so i can have my own sweet time in choosing them goodness gracious! It's almost the end of January. Looking at the deadlines for every matters...shit. I need to catch up with my studies before i kill myself before the exams + i've been neglecting Be_ADP nowadays which made me feel kinda bad now. Nvm ima still playing the chill game.

We just have to believe...

I love you more than songs can say.

2010-01-14T18:38:00.005+08:00

Can't wait for more excitements to come in this lovely winter. I still have lots of things to learn and i'm appreciating everyday. Live life to the fullest is the thing i will always do starting from this moment because life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.

No words can describe my love to you. Your existence is truly a bliss and thank you very much :)..

Off to the gym! Finally! Again!

p/s : Pet's wonderland! :O

Accepting the fact = 2010.

2010-01-10T11:27:00.004+08:00

Something to start off 2010 and college life.

1. It's time to search and gain back the gifted abilities and values given by god when i was born. How could i lost them wtf.

2. Follow my heart honestly in whatever i do.

3. Enjoy college life to the craziest max because this might be my last sem here. But still, UK sucks.

4. Not too picky towards food!

5. Always be well prepared to increase my personal value and the ability to survive! I'm gonna learn how to cook freaking soon lol!

6. Somehow yesterday, they made me think. They proved me wrong. Yes i'm motivated again.

7. Start off my journey to get at least a magna cum-laude (yes,cum ) for my undergraduates studies.

8. I will not let emotions control me no more. I'm fucking sick of the mood swing roller coaster routine. ` Be gone evil spirit!' Quote Benny ( with Benny's slang )

9. The past is a past. Keep on setting more and more saddening rules to your life like i don't deserve this, fuck this shit i don't believe in this thing anymore and all sorts of reasons that u use to avoid things will definitely lead you to an ultimate saddening life. After all, The failure from the past does not determine the future.

10.`One of the most important things in life is to learn how to give out love and to let it come in.'

11. I believe that the greatest pleasure always come from doing the things that people say you cannot do. Watch out world!

12. * It is for me and only me and someone to know :)

Carpe Diem!

The only heart i own.

2010-01-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

I can only give you country walks in springtime,
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall,
And a love whose burning light,
Will warm the winter's night,
That's all.

Still,we gotto bow down to the reality.

2010-01-05T02:07:00.005+08:00

Feeling incomplete at the moment. I reckon Jan 2010 will be the suckiest month of all.
Time to get serious with my uni applications. So freaking many ideas goodness!
It's 2.23am now. Not a big deal anyway because i only get to sleep in around 5am nowadays!

Hello UK. Are you my destiny for this coming 2 and a half years?

2010-01-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

2009.

2009-12-31T11:57:00.013+08:00

These are my confessions/ self-realizations.

Life is a learning process for everyone, regardless u choose to live in denial or tend to take things too seriously. Responsibilities will be added slowly to ur back as you grow. Some people might think that how nice if we remain as a child, living without worries because you have someone to protect you. Really?

`A greenhouse product won't stand up in life.' Quote Uncle Chew.

I'm an overly protected 18 year old `man'. Luckily the gazillions of restrictions did not drive me crazy. It will be a joke if i say that i'm matured enough to foresee everything that comes to me in life but i know everything comes in for a reason. Well i'm not procrastinating here but somehow i know that must get my ass out from this comfort zone and do something for myself in life. Even though things might not eventually be the way that u want in reality, but still, i know what i want in life very clearly and i already have the blueprints in my mind. I will definitely achieve it and it's just the matter of time anyway!

` What do u live for? How do u define an ultimate successful life? '

I know the answer in most of the people because this is a money driven society. However, try to see things in another angle. Money is definitely a good thing to have but what about the other things? Do you want to die for money? I always believe that if things are meant to be yours, then it will eventually be yours. Of course, much efforts are needed in order for you to achieve what you want. I gotto admit that everything in life is all about the appearance that makes a person look good but what do we really know in the reality? Relating success to career, i always believe that we can't simply doubt a person's ability to success in life because i know that they will eventually prove you wrong one day! I've seen many scenario like this in my life.

`To go far in life, always remember the first thing : How to be the right human.'

Gettin' straight A's and majoring in Medicine is not enough to bring u far in life because i finally understand the meaning of the first rule in life that my dad always said to me when i was only 11. It sounds very easy to understand but deep down, it's not.

` Relationship versus reality.'

Some people just wanna have fun. Some people do things without knowing what they want. Some people tend to be sceptical or over paranoid when the opportunity comes, just like what i used to be. `Will this relationship last long, Is he/she's the right one bla bla bla.' If you keep on thinking that way, this will be the ultimate weapon to screw things up! `The failure from the past doesn't determine the future. ' I believe that it is enough as long as both parties and happy and comfortable with each other. Rationally, even though we do always say that time will prove everything but the chances are in ur hands. Wise people, do something with it, and give urself and another party a chance .=)

Above are just my 2 cents and my self-realization in 2009.
Oh, my new year resolutions! I'm keeping it to myself =)
Happy New Year folks!

Hello.

2009-12-30T02:20:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow insomniacs, I'm wondering if some pig is sleeping soundly now? :] It's 2.30am now and i'm still rushing to complete the documents that my dad and sister need. I can't stop listening to Lionel Ritchie's Hello at this hour. Every single words of the song represents how i currently feel. Amazing!

David cook's version is still the best.

Intimate?

2009-12-28T19:03:00.004+08:00

`It's Raining La, Senzaaa! '
- Quote Nabil Rasyad, Nabitch. -

i.) The Christmas this year was crazy. Whiskey fest on the 24th and wine fest on the 25th! Somehow, i didn't get to meet Khek mong wtf how could u left on the 24th!

ii.) I'm currently suffering from this ultimate insomnia wtf it's been long baby! I think it's time to get rid of u because i miss sleeping like a goddamn pig. I've been stoning like what? 2 days?

iii.) Congrats Mey and Ying Zhen! Good luck in Aussie man. Oh wait, jump back to ur mom's kangaroo bag haha!

iv.) Sin Hui Cin! Good luck in UK!

v.) Ok, My mind is blank now.

And still, i miss someoneeeeeee. It seems that my mind loves that person so much!

I'ma goin out right now, with a stoned face. Goodbye and stay tune!

Still, all i want for Christmas is you, only you.

2009-12-25T01:50:00.002+08:00

` The virtual Christmas had ended, but the real Christmas is here! =) '

Merry Christmas everyone! Christmas is definitely the season of joy and it is one of the best time to show some love to your love ones. The most important thing, please appreciate what you have now. Do treasure every great moments you are havin' now.

This will be my last Christmas in this coming 3 years as i'll be having a superbly white Christmas next year either in the states or god knows, the god damnit rigid United Kingdom!

Santa, i've been a really good man this year.. i hope. Can u please grant my wish above? I realized that it is just an imaginary `wonderwall' that both of us have created between ourselves. I'm geared up to break it now. Do you?

History do repeat, don't they?

2009-12-19T02:50:00.003+08:00

` Maybe in a coincident, u'll find me sitting on the bench in Hyde Park with an another uncertain thought.'

Yesterday's morning started off pretty bad. Well for me, dream will always only be a dream but somehow it might come true one day. The night on the other hand, ended up pretty well as i got lots of advises from friends who knew me since 7.

It's 3.18am now and i'm missing someone really, really,really,really badly.

Good night.

All i want for Christmas is you,and only you.

2009-12-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was totally pointless. Stoned the whole day and got disturbed by this god damn korean kid at the driving range which made me even more frustrated.

Att to Tommy, Voon Hon and Lucas, the collections of great wines and blue labels in my crib are exclusively reserved for u guys! Get ur asses here quick i can't wait!

P/S : 愛してる =)!

Christmas is coming very soon!

2009-12-07T21:30:00.003+08:00

December is definitely a joyous month because of Christmas! I miss the old time where my neighbor and i will go for caroling together, regardless how bad our voices are haha. I'm actually still waiting for my London's White Christmas dream to come true, and i know that day will definitely come. It's just the matter of time anyway :) !

I'm flattered and i love today because i get to see someone, albeit it's only merely an hour plus :)...

Of Nabil & ...

2009-12-03T18:02:00.002+08:00

This precious picture was taken just now because this best friend of mine was down with something funny haha! Get well soon Nabitch! I got more things to tell u so u better get ur ass out from the hospital fast! =(

P/S : i can sense the aura, and i love u because u love me. We rock! =)))

Off to somewhere with the parents now. Will be updating very soon!

Maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours.

2009-12-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

`So young and full of running,
all the way to the edge of desire,
Steady my breathing, silently screaming,
"I have to have you now."

Hello people i'm back and suck my balitong ( Inside joke )! It was rather a spontaneous trip to penang and langkawi with friends. I was totally drained the moment i reached home last night after several crazy days of laughter. It was a pretty chilling trip but honestly i think the booze had totally killed my mood during the last night of the trip. Super mixed feelings after the `graveyard' by `Timothy', the-not-so precious black label on the beach and... well i'm not mentioning it here. :).. Specially thanks to Benny and Mama Su who had guided us throughout the trip!

Mr.Chew is back from Canada and i was honored to talk with him today! He gave me some really really useful advise and it made me feel like going to Massachusetts even more urgh! London Massachusetts London Massachusetts argh man i'm confused. Australia? Tsk tsk tsk..

I'll just sign off here as i don't really have the mood to tell everything. Happy holiday people, and happy december! :)

I hate the holidays because i won't get to see u...everyday.

Half of my heart.

2009-11-28T02:23:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was awesome! Went for driving range in the afternoon and had an awesome clubbing experience with another group of friends. Wait, have i mentioned that i stepped on Benny's puke in the club and got irritated by Faris so fucking badly in the car? Haha!

So here's the end of another awesome semester, where most of my time was dedicated to Be_ADP Society matters and theatre practice! Won't be emphasizing much on Be_ADP matters as it's always business as usual.

I couldn't describe how i miss theatre so badly because i've been working with a bunch of really awesome people since August! Su Juin Benny Hui Xian SG Yahya, you guys seriously rock my world for the past few months. Of course not forgetting being in the same group with Cho, Jung Joo and Youn Ho. You guys seriously changed my perceptions on Koreans but too bad i still hate all the korean drivers at my area haha! Mr. Vijaya, the most awesome lecturer i've ever met in my entire life so far, is a serious one kind of dopest person ever in life! Sir i promise u, i'll grow up more, but not grow hard! Albeit how much i respect and love u, i just don't understand why can't u just add 1 more mark for me to obtain an A- for my Theatre 101! A 3.30 and 3.70 will make a very big difference! =(

To those friends that i've neglected since the day i MIA, i'm so sorry and i'll definitely spend more time with you guys this holiday! Oh, hew and the gossip girl from Melbourne will be coming back very soon! Let's go for more good food man i miss the moment where all of us laughed our ass off in a fine dining restaurant! Ok i'm very desperate in gaining weight, like seriously desperate. Stress had been killing my appetite!

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas. Christmas is here baby! And christmas in Boston next year!

Mission for this holiday :
i. Good food 101 and gain weight!

Set the mood.

2009-11-24T12:14:00.003+08:00

`I’ll find you in the morning sun,
And when the night is new,
I’ll be looking at the moon,
But I’ll be seeing you.'

Sitting on the park bench in this lovely fall, the comfortable autumn breeze,
floating on the silence that surrounds us.


Here's officially the end.

Friends,Lovers or Nothin'

2009-11-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty disappointed with John Mayer's battle studies. Nothin' to shout about besides the fact that those songs will seriously emo-fied a person badly.

She reads my mind. My mom has always been an awesome company but god pls help me together? I'm really clueless for what am i supposed to do next.

Will be back after finals. Good luck to every spm candidates!

No i'm not colorblind.

2009-11-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

`Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But i know the heart of life is good.
I know it's good.'

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now.

2009-11-12T00:42:00.003+08:00

Today's calculus test can seriously suck my balls. I've not been paying full attention in class nowadays and it kills badly. Final exam is coming in less than 2 weeks fyma!

It just felt so good when my long lost best friend since 7 called just now. He is freaking enjoying his holiday out there while im struggling to obtain a good grades for my finals. To 6 of my long lost bros, u all shall wait for me and more upcoming drinking party after my finals! Oh, more and more to come before i leave to the states! Fingers crossed!

This is It.

2009-11-07T10:15:00.002+08:00

Finally we're all done with Be_ADP's EGM. Wouldn't want to comment here much but thx to my Racoon! Everything will be fine alright :)

Onwards till the final exam, all i can and what i will do is to study hard and smart like how a racoon bitting the pine wood non-stop, party hard like how Jun Hsien tried to call me out last night but unfortunately my situation doesn't allowed me to.

Carpe Diem!

La Vie En Rose.

2009-11-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

` I have a feeling, it's a feeling,
I'm concealing, I don't know why
It's just a mental, sentimental alibi'

Diana Krall and Yiruma are the best drugs when u need somethin blissful to calm your mind. Oh have i mentioned that i've made one of the biggest blunders during my acct test and it cost me 1.5 marks so far!

3 more weeks and i'm basically done with almost everything. Ima currently bogged down with tonnes of tests and the blardy theatre final act which we were only given...less than 2 weeks to prepare wtf. Anyhow, ain't gonna complaint too much here cos that's life. Hopefully my upcomin holidays are gonna be a good one!

I had pretty lots of weird dreams nowadays but im lovin every bits of it haha :)

2009-10-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

` An indescribable feeling with a sense of regretfulness, accompanied by the faded maple leafs in this beautiful city of Boston. '

- 7th of August 2010, 23.25PM, Boston,MA. -

Drop.

Someday.

2009-10-24T18:31:00.003+08:00

` Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Fuck you, whore!'

Haha! Anyway, just got back from klcc with nabitch, Sheril and meyresh. 500 days of summer was ok. Part of the story line was like...super wtf reflective and i don't wanna talk about it. i was still kinda in the wtf mood through the journey back home.

So then, Nabitch was being a retard when i was drivin, trying to kill all the ants in the car. Had some pretty good advises from him tho. Glad to have him!

Out for dinner soon yo. Have a nice weekend people!

'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong
Be strong
Hold on and be strong'

Almost Here.

2009-10-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

One of the most retarded line that i've ever heard. When i was drivin `someone' to the bus station...

Me : So where's the bus station?
XX : Err err... i think it's infront there.
SY : Do u know which bus are we gonna sit?
XX : Err 76 or 67 i don't know. One of them la.
SY : So what time does the bus usually arrives?
XX : Umm...every half an hour or every hour.

Sweat.
After i've made the turning to the bus stop...

XX : 67!!!!!! 67!!!!!! 67!!!!!! 67!!!!! 67!!!!!!!!! OMG STOP!!!! 67!!!!!! 67!!!!! 67!!!!! ( pointing at the the opposite direction. )
Just so u know, XX was referring to the bus, not something else that u ppl are thinking of.

I felt so incomplete this week and god knows why. I did completed all my tasks but i still feel very empty inside. Why?

Dear JH,the retarded fellow who always shows me his blardy muscles every morning, thx for ur paper this morning that had saved my ass off. I owe u bro.

Almost believing this was not a coincident.

2009-10-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

Theatre 101 is probably one of the most worth takin subject in this whole entire world. U get to express yourself and enjoy a very good laugh during every class hour.

A : Your mama so fat. When she jumped off from the helicopter during bungee jumping, she jumped straight down to the hell!

B : Your mama so stupid. When you ask her to buy colored screen TV, she'll ask, ` what color? '

Fall semester seriously rocks, but it has the time which is not so good. Well...

Get well soon piaky piak!

What Beautiful Stars...

2009-10-11T23:17:00.005+08:00

Fall is truly one hella hectic semester. I love the way how i put in the effort for myself to improve in everything i do. Again, a highest tribute to the responsibilities that a man should have in himself. I'm pretty glad that everything in my life is moving slowly towards the right track but one shall not be satisfied so easily because it will wreck everything in the next second.

This fall means no true life for me. I happen to realized that i rarely or truthfully, never go for a weekend outing with some of my close college mates like i used to do with my high school mates. I miss the moment where all of us will have a great dinner after every stressful exams. Rushing for assignments deadline, dealing and planning for club's matters, and studying like a fag which i don't usually do were all the things that i did almost all the time this semester. Perhaps, i might need another 24 hours per day coz my time management skill isn't that great after all.

Guess what? I'll be glad to trade all of the chinese new years with christmas days. Christmas is just lovely,joyous and peaceful.

Go grab the book entitled `the confession of the wolf of wall street' yo. I highly recommend it!

Truth.

2009-10-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

`Trust can take years to build, but only a second to break.'

Who Says I Can't Get Stoned?

2009-09-27T18:57:00.003+08:00

Hola peeps im back for good! The vacation was not up to expectation cos it was kinda boring actually. At least, i get to have a peace of mind without thinking anything else before i go back to the royal rumble ring haha. Well, im very well energized now and ready to rumble again yo. It's not a really great feeling when every single major and minor ding dongs about ur future bugs u all the time. Well that's life isn't it? If u want something in ur life, then do something bout it. It may not appear to be the best possible outcome but at least, you know you have tried.

Oh, John Mayer's battle studies is releasing on the 17th of Nov. Grab it yo.

Be_ADP FTW!

2009-09-06T23:40:00.004+08:00

Finally everything was done! Not exactly EVERYTHING but it's just a freaking memorable and exciting start for the club. Imagine handling a club with 100++ over members yo. Thx for those people who had supported/ attended the Be_ADP Social Responsibilities Campaign last Thursday. The crowd was a freaking big surprise when i stepped into LT1 and i don't really get it why was it so funny when Tan Sri and I were signing the documents. Weird crowd haha!

Recognition and praises from Secretary of Prime Minister Department, American Universities Alumni Malaysia,Harvest School, and TUC. Thanks to everyone from the bottom of my heart.

I was exhausted madly past few weeks ago due to the hectic deadlines for the preparation of the event. Truthfully i can't make everyone happy when they're dealing with their tasks because it's not something that i could control. I was pretty glad that everything still goes on well when frustration hits everyone. For me, i was very addicted to the adrenaline rush but it leads to destruction when it hits the tipping point. I still gotto work even though i was sick but i was lucky to have my super deputy to help me clear things out. The Chairperson and secretary had also done a fantastic job.

Life is pretty good recently. Everything just goes on so well after this event but my heart is lacking of something..

Invitation.

2009-08-31T12:02:00.001+08:00

Good day,Fall.

2009-08-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Confession.

2009-08-27T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hello pancakes! I'm back in action and soon to be disappeared again.
Past 2 weeks was truly memorable. I was the lucky one who get to learn something really useful and invalueble. My dream came true when the club's upcoming event is gonna be a real big one. Many hours of killer meetings per week, administration reorganizing, pressure of handling task and managing people, and so on. Nah, these are just some time-consuming minor matters. If i couldn't handle such small things, how am i going to deal with many million dollar businesses in the future? Haha.

The tragic shit was i insisted to attend college everyday even though i'm still having a mild fever. `Don't against ur own principle.U hate ppl that run away from responsibilities don't you?'
I told myself.
`I can't afford to miss 1 class because i will be left back real far. I can't afford not to attend meetings because i was the one who called it out. '
I told this to my doctor and she just couldn't help it. She's starting to worry about the fact that i'm becoming like my dad, a freaking workaholic.

I guess my dad's theory is slowing working on me. I got really pissed last time when he insisted to rest at home even thought he was sick. The fact that i was pissed is, he yelled at me.
` So what if i'm sick? I still need to work!! I need to feed 80 families from my company don't you know! '
I got fucking upset and never feel like talking to him until sometime later.
Hellaa! I think i'm slowly becoming like him wtf. I was sick last monday until today and my mom insisted me to rest at home but i just can't afford to stay at home doing ntg and being left back from the syllabus and my club's matter. Instead, i told her the same shit that my dad told me before.

Hopefully the event will turn out very well next Thursday. Special thanks to my beloved deputy,vps and secretary. Fingers crossed!

"nothing good comes without some sort of struggle."
Couldn't agree more with it.

Goodbye,summer.

2009-08-16T00:34:00.001+08:00

The theory of a sheep sleeping for 17 hours : i had that last night.

2009-08-11T16:54:00.003+08:00

` Only an idiot can fail this course. If u wanna get a zero, be an arsehole because an arsehole = zero.'
-Mr.Vijaya-

I'm back to college for good! Here comes fall semester, one of the most hectic semesters ever because im taking those super heavy subjects. Lecturers are fun but it's not good to hear that a few of my friends are actually planning to leave the course next semester.

Be_ADP is gonna be as busy as ever. I'm still learning the meaning of sacrificing something for another's good actually. I'm inspired and i can't wait to learn more. Glad to have many good helpers especially my deputy, who always wakes me up from my illogical plan.

Back to future planning. I've decided to leave Aussie aside as it is no longer in my transfer list. So currently, US & UK.
US : Boston@Massachusetts, Michigan, New York, Virginia, Washington, Texas@Austin, California.
UK : London, Manchester, Nottingham.

Precious words from theatre 101.
` All of u are Malaysian education made products so all of u need more humanizing.'
` At the end of the day, u'll learn how to express your emotions thru ur body, but not using your body as a profit in the future.'

Ciao!

Arabians love Mariah Carey.

2009-08-09T01:20:00.002+08:00

My potong-steam `temporarily' timetable.

Mon-Wed-Friday ;

0800-0900 : Acct.
0900-1000 : Calculus.
1000-1100 : Macroeconomics.
1100-1200 : Theatre
1500-1630 : Moral studies ( wtf? )

Tues-Thurs : NO CLASSES AT ALL WTF.

HOW NOT TO LOVE/HATE THIS KIND OF CRAP!
Moral studies is totally gonna ruin my fridays man.

You don't see me.

2009-08-08T12:55:00.002+08:00

Shit, i'm addicted to Karaoke. Can't believe that i'm still in the mood for it after yesterday wtf. Imagine a 5 hours singing marathon.
Fall's gonna be a very busy month. I don't know should i love or hate my new timetable.

Double wicked.

2009-08-07T00:47:00.001+08:00

Wicked.

2009-08-05T01:08:00.001+08:00

It's a fool's game,ntg but a fool's game.

2009-08-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

I just realized there are so many ants in my car. Nvm, it's a good thing anyway coz i get to kill them when i'm stress out. Amen.
Such an unproductive month.
I wonder...

Why does it always rain on me.

2009-07-31T00:29:00.001+08:00

Counting down to MIA state again.
Catch me while u can next week yo.

"No one has written your destiny for you," -Barack Obama-

2009-07-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

`Let other people doubt you all they want. There are no explanation needed to confront them.'

My pathway is very clear now.
Thx dad.

Ivies.

2009-07-22T22:25:00.004+08:00

University of Texas,Austin.
University of Chicago.
University of Michigan, Ann Arbor.
Univerity of Wisconsin,Madison.
Boston University.
University of Washington.
New York University.

Meenee minee meenee mo.

I feel like sleeping but i don't wanna sleep.

2009-07-22T01:03:00.004+08:00

Man, today is heck a good day. It's 1 am and i just got back from 1u. Watched harry the hairy potter again this afternoon and public enemies for the night movie. Too bad i'm very tired now as i only got like 4 hours of sleep last nite.

Malaysian studies never end.
Att to WHX, u owe me ice cream! I'm making a godamnit public announcement right here right now yo!

Good nite.

Talk is cheap,do the right thing.

2009-07-20T00:03:00.003+08:00

I fcking hate sunday. Sunday is definitely the worst day of the week. It's only all about eating,drinkin',surfing the net,eat and sleep again. Sounds familiar? lol. Life as a swine, truly fantastically orgasmic. Oh yeah babehh.

I'm pretty lucky to have this shit to kill my boredom. Go grab this dope shit people! John mayer live in Kuala Lumpur please!

Cheer up Ming Feng! Life's always a bitch so u must be a slut to them too!
The end of summer always suck.